In March I decided it was time to continue writing my book (one of them), the one titled *Whose Life is This Anyway*...and...ALAS...it has disappeared from all documents/memory... I looked everywhere (in my internet documents, obviously) and it CANNOT be found. 😩😕 Imagine my desperation! gulp!
It's May, and I'm still in dismay...I'm hoping, somehow, that it's on a hidden away floppy or something...Or maybe, I printed copies of what I had written. I've got so much paper/documents, in different parts of the universe, and that will be quite an adventure! I can't even think of starting it all over again: too much pain and suffering. Yes, because, there has been a lot, ever since I was born! Alternated with good times, of course, but still...
In the meantime, while writing, I'm listening to an amazing track that popped up in my YT feed, today, Friday (May 11, 2018), which is awesome: I've put it on repeat so many times...It's called *Cascade*, featuring Run Rivers, released by Anjunadeep. My comment on YT: This Cascade is intertwining its awesome vibes around my brain and body, making me want to dance, and put it on repeat and repeat...and again... (:~)* Love the beat!
To be continued...
Continued the next day (May 13)
Looking through some papers, at a glance, my skin crawled... It's tooo much! It scares me...I get sick looking at all that paper, and get a *paper fright* just looking at it. I should go through all those files and folders and look to see if I have printed copies, somewhere in their midst, of my dormient book.☹️😔
Maybe, I should just start something new...a different book...but then? then, it will be just another failure...something I didn't follow up on, in my messed up life.
I woke up to this day, with a sort of emptiness, feeling barren all around...
Maybe the right day to write a poem or two, certainly not digging around to find the ghosts of my book...
(:~)*
In the meantime let me write some of my credentials...
Birth name: (Mary) Kathryn Belden
Star name: Melody Fox (aka the Princess of Rock, this being given to me by many of my Fans around
the universe...
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