Random Thoughts on Dec. 27, 2018/Thurs.

Each day the sun rises☀️
and each evening the sun sets,
As the wheel of life goes around and around,
Weaving our destinies in both positive, 
and, sometimes, negative ways...

We are not always the makers of our destinies, remember this:
Little surprises are thrown in by unknown forces, at random,
so that Life is never taken for granted, and always a continuous perk.
With new experimenting as each day unfolds...

(km*)

Clashing clouds on the beach...September 2018

Widget hacker...

This is ridiculous...that I can't get into my blog because of some technical mishap!

After two months, more or less, finally a friend/Fan helps me saying that I have to put in https:// before the www. deal and then be able to write.  Every time I did, obviously, Kaspersky steps in saying that they cannot guarantee my safety on the web, and that it could be malware.
Well, I risked, and here I am, able to write once again.

It makes you want to give up and dump everything...blogs et all!

I had so many things to write, and just let everything go, because I couldn't get in here, and this has been going on for three months, at least...what the heck!   I even asked the Google assistance room, I resolved the issue momentarily, wrote a paragraph or two, and then was cut out again.  I am strongly demotivated!   Now, at the time of writing, I am not inspired to write anymore what I had started off with, weeks and months ago.  It's all a matter of inspiration, as far as I'm concerned.  If I get the urge to write, I have to do it right away...not on paper, but on the keyboard...That's how professional journalists are trained, and it goes for me too...

Will stop momentarily...at least I got this written up...Lol! (;~)*

Miracles do happen... (;~)*

even on the web...

After three weeks (maybe a little more, maybe less), I'm finally back to my blog...🌝

It had been obscured and a widget site kept popping up, from Germany!  I wrote to them and nothing happened.  I wrote to the Google help center, and again, nothing...  To make a long story short, yesterday I was finally able to find another Google help center, and I wrote a post...I guess things were settled by Google? today, September 5/Wed., back in place...but first I got another weird request:  I spoke with my Informatics Genius and angel, and he told me what to do...and, surprise, or miracle, surprise, here's the magical!  I got into my blog again...

A little happy dance here, now! 😌😏 I am really relieved!

Keeping fingers crossed, it is back to normal...🍭🤣

A small slip...of the mind...

into tragedy... ✌️☹️

In March I decided it was time to continue writing my book (one of them), the one titled *Whose Life is This Anyway*...and...ALAS...it has disappeared from all documents/memory...  I looked everywhere (in my internet documents, obviously) and it CANNOT be found. 😩😕  Imagine my desperation!  gulp!

It's May, and I'm still in dismay...I'm hoping, somehow, that it's on a hidden away floppy or something...Or maybe, I printed copies of what I had written.  I've got so much paper/documents, in different parts of the universe, and that will be quite an adventure!  I can't even think of starting it all over again:  too much pain and suffering.  Yes, because, there has been a lot, ever since I was born!  Alternated with  good times, of course, but still...

In the meantime, while writing, I'm listening to an amazing track that popped up in my YT feed, today, Friday (May 11, 2018), which is awesome:  I've put it on repeat so many times...It's called *Cascade*, featuring Run Rivers, released by Anjunadeep.  My comment on YT:  This Cascade is intertwining its awesome vibes around my brain and body, making me want to dance, and put it on repeat and repeat...and again... (:~)* Love the beat!

To be continued...

Continued the next day (May 13)


Looking through some papers, at a glance, my skin crawled... It's tooo much! It scares me...I get sick looking at all that paper, and get a *paper fright* just looking at it. I should go through all those files and folders and look to see if I have printed copies, somewhere in their midst, of my dormient book.☹️😔

Maybe, I should just start something new...a different book...but then? then, it will be just another failure...something I didn't follow up on, in my messed up life.

I woke up to this day, with a sort of emptiness, feeling barren all around...
Maybe the right day to write a poem or two, certainly not digging around to find the ghosts of my book...
(:~)*

In the meantime let me write some of my credentials...

Birth name: (Mary) Kathryn Belden
Star name: Melody Fox (aka the Princess of Rock, this being given to me by many of my Fans around
the universe...